self evaluation

This course was alright. I still think my writing sucks, but i do think it got better. Ive been writing alot easier and alot more than i usually would. I probably failed the class cause I didnt post enough, or write enough when I did post, but I guess I got better at writing, so its not all bad.

I decided that im gonna read a book...

American psycho is one of my favorite movies, and the book is supposedly better.
Thats what everyone always says about books that are made into movies. Even if the book is almost as good as the movie, its probably worth reading. The thing is, that i probably wont finish it. I never finish books. But im gonna try.

playlist to my life

well it starts off with
Bad Luck by Social D( every time i listen to it it sounds like mike ness is singing about my life)
I See Red by Frenzy(I think that one speaks for itself)
Stick To Your Guns by The Quakes( fuck everyone else, do what you think is right)
Send Me An Angel originally by Real Life, but i like The Quakes cover better (one of my favorite songs ever!!!)
The Kids Will Have No Say by The Kings Of Nuthin(I cant do shit cause im a minor!)
Bloodstrains by Agent Orange(cause shit pisses me off)
Creatures By The Adolescents (People have always fucked me over and i hate them all)
Bloody by The Long Tall Texans( what am i bloody well sposed to do?)
Through Being Cool by DEVO(i hate "cool" people)
Black,White & Dead by Zombie Ghost Train(I cant even explain it, youd have to hear the song)

vision statement

A vision statement outlines the way that an organization, feel things SHOULD be, not how they actually are. It concentrates on the future, not the present. In my opinion its kind of a "in a perfect world..." kind of something to work for. I think people like to look at the future, and what could happen, instead of looking at the present, and what IS happening.
Our schools vision statement is "a community of artists learning and growing together"
which to me, seems more like it should a Mission statement. Isnt that what the school should be now?

new years resolution, or whatever...

I dont really know what to change about myself. I mean I know of things I probably should change. Theres Actually alot of things I should change about my self, but I know I wont. Ill try, with no progress. Eventually Ill give up, and be exactly where I started. So whats the point of lying, and saying Im gonna do something i know, and you know, and everyone knows damn well, that i wont do? Whats the point?

my break...

Well, my break was alright.
I went to my dads house for basically all of it. I planned on getting some homework done, but i ended up forgetting my backpack at home, so i couldnt get anything done. So instead i sat around, watched tv, and downloaded music. I got left 4 dead for christmas, so ive been killing zombies since i got home, and access to my xbox. Ive been staying up untill about 6 in the morning for like the last week and a half, so thats about the time i finally fell asleep last night, or i guess this morning. And then my alarm goes off at 7:15. so im super tired.

Happiness...

I cant really think of anything that makes me happy. I dont know. I guess just being away from my house, and family, as fucked up as that might be. I cant stand any of them. So basically being as far away from them as possible makes me happy. Ive been debating going to live with my dad in mankato for the rest of the year, or at least until im eighteen. The only thing stopping me is the fact that mankato sucks, and my friends too i guess.